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love me or leave meI'm not going to keep waiting around for you hurt me
I'm not going to keep bleeding and drowing int he flood.
You say that you are trying but you trying just isnt enough
And when you are making me cry, saying sorry wont dry my eyes
i'm falling. I am falling so fast and you dont know how to catch me
So you let me slip away
And as i tumble it is with no regrets that i pull away from you
I never thought it would come to this.
All my life all i have ever wanted is this.
And if you only knew the strength it has taken for me to walk away
Or the pain that i felt as i dragged my feet and willed them to move
You are agony. You are pure unb
mio belloNo more games
No more stitting idoly by
No more trying to hide the pain
or the tears that threated to spil from these crimson eyes
And as the minutes turn into hours, and those hours into days
I will declare how much i love you, oh let me count the ways
but im not taking it anymore
because im tired of the rain
I'm sick of lacking sunshine
Tired of the pain
So tiamo mio bello, i love you more than i can say
I'm sorry mio bello, but i have to walk away.
ignoranceThe tears faded like the rainbow after the rain
Time made the scars but it still left the pain
And though the night hides the wounds, It cant mufffle the screams
It cant erase the memories that loving you leaves
So as i stich up what bleeds and mend what is broken
I will supress all the hurt and the pain you've awoken.
And when i lay own to sleep i will say my prayers
Cover up all my flesh wounds and ignore all my tears.
Angel wingsTime flew past so quickly
One minute you were holding me
The next you'd left my life.
And in the wake of the storm that came
I curled up and let it rain
I thought the water would wash away my tears
But it only pulled me down deeper into my despair.
So as I waited in vain for the sun to shine again
As I lay on the pavement dirty and fragmented
I simply prayed for you to left me up
But you never came with those angel wings
To take me away and save me from the pain.
Instead you folded them away and you turned your cheek
And as I reached out you pulled away
No longer prepared to face the damage that you had done.
So lonely and alon
The willI saw you the toher day
and it took all i had to fight back my emotions
It took every ounce of strength not to run to you
and as i sat in my corner of the ring
and you sat idoly in yours
We eyed one another so viviously
as if we were so ready for the fight.
But as i sat there waiting for a sign that we should move
as i waited for a punch to fly or for the starting bell to ring
i thought about my love for you
and as i did i held my toungue
Because this is the type of battle,
that simply cannot be won.
So beaten in my silence
i gaze upon you still.
and bound into my chair
I pray to never find the will.
moving onDont grasp in the darkness and be blind in the light
or tell me i'm wrong when you know that i'm right.
dont you put on a bandaid and play make believe.
dont you ignore that i bruise and pretend i dont bleed.
Dont you dare push when you know that i'm tired
Dont demand the truth just assuming i've lied.
dont be the fuel just to provoke the fire
dont be the fan just to make me the lighter.
dont be the omen outside of my door
dont make me jump, i wont live through the fall.
Dont give me the lecture, just dont say a word.
and i will feign ignorance, and pretend im not hurt
What Am I? Lingering in that photo...
In that simple shot (still, I feel the bullet there)
I look, and I see a woman.
I am not a woman.
I have never worked for a lifestyle,
given birth for an allowance
I have never truly loved a man.
I am not a woman.
I do not have the means to
to wake, feel the calling..(oh, it calls, but I do not answer)
and move, move, move
until I reach a place of
I am not a woman.
Sometimes, I still take the
of my childhood and
place it on shoulders of
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More