You and meYou and me, You and IOh how lovely it all seemed to beUnitl the storm clouds brought the rainAnd out love faded away.Me and youMe and my loveWaiting for out lives to start and beginLike life really matters at this pointWhen everything seems to bleeds itself redYou and meYou and HERHow can I even being to feelAbout knowing about you and her?How can I feign this indifference?Her with youYou loving herBetter or more than you loved meBut how can that be true?When youre the person who loved me most?You. You and no more me?That wasnt how it was supposed to beI wasnt supposed to end up
I saw you today...I saw you todayAnd for mere seconds I wanted to be swamped by youConsumed by youAnd enveloped in all you are.I saw you todayAnd my heart skipped a beat The memory still makes me sick...Because you do not deserve a reaction from meYou do not deserve the warmth in my eyesOr the twitch of my smile.You do not deserve redemptionOr kindnessYou are unworthy of the aboveAnd all I really wish is that you would disappear.I am over playing make believeAnd living in a permanent déjà vuWhere I am forced to re-live these momentsAs if I enjoy their sick torment.I cant believe you even came todayOn a day y
The photographI keep a picture in my pocketAnd in that picture there lies a face that belongs to youAnd beautiful hands.... they were yours too.In that picture you emanate perfectionYou are all smiles and shining teeth.You are wavy jet-black hair and sea green sparkling eyes.You were a home that housed my heartBut now you are only a memory,A moment captured and keptOnly to reside on the shiny paper of the photograph,and the precicion of my mind.You were a beacon to meYou were a lighthouse, a life raft and a shooting starYou lit my way and you kept me afloatBut you passed through my life too quicklyAnd I have now been left to d